pixie nymph

I remember going to countless weddings and being a part of the entourage so many times…i started so young actually, my ninong kit and auntie rose had me to be one of their flower girls at the age of one, believe it or not hehehe but my dad tells me that i never caused them embarrassment as i walked down the aisle like a good girl. The last time I have been a flower girl was in grade three, Ate Joy’s wedding. Then a few more years after that, I became a bridesmaid. To top it all, I became a maid of honor, twice already the most recent one was in 2004, my cousin Noel’s wedding. And at 29, I am at that point of my life where I will have the wedding of my dreams in a few months from now. I thought I was prepared for this job (preparing and all) since I have been reading books and magazines for over a year now hahaha I know that’s how excited I am. But honestly, I just want a simple yet so elegant wedding. And mind you, just to schedule this big day is not so easy as I have to reconcile it with Gene’s schedule who is pretty much booked until the end of the year. But God is good I know in His perfect time, everything will fall into places…

Miracle doesn’t happen to holy people only. It may come in big or small packages, it can happen any time of the day or any day of the week, well, mine happens every Sunday…actually, Sunday is the most awaited day of the week for me…I get to be at my Father’s House…it gives me so much happiness and contentment and most of all, peace which i can never find outside His house. But you know what really thrills me?It is the fact that Gene diligently goes to mass with me every Sunday. He was baptized Catholic back home but when the family moved here decades ago, they started going to a protestant church. And when he started working at the White House years back, he was at his office even on sundays so he started missing chuch and all. Even up to now, when he works on campaigns and political events, sundays are no holidays for him. So i feel so blessed everytime we hear mass together…It is indeed God’s miracle to me…

why am i still up at 5 am?tried my best to go to bed and get my beauty sleep but it is so damn hard!my eyes are tired and my back is longing to lay down on the bed but i have no idea why i’m awake at this "unholy" hour…i must have messed up with my body clock for sleeping in so late for weeks, i mean months…i hope this isn’t what you call insomia or i’m screwed!maybe after watching all the crazy videos on youtube, i’ll be exhausted…hmmmm…who knows?

my heart is screaming in it’s loudest voice, what for?I don’t see why you have to proclaim to the world how fabulous your life is with them. We all know why the reason for this so better keep your life in discreet from now on. Not that I am annoyed but I don’t understand why the sudden proclamation. Your mere existence here is of no greater importance to me…none at all!So back off!